buuuuurn.

Every once in awhile we all have to do hard things.

Its starting to feel like my hard things come in groups, though.
and the climax is tomorrow.

I'd really appreciate it if you would keep me in your prayers tomorrow.

Specifically:

• My first art history test is tomorrow, and i am terrified.
• Tomorrow i have to meet with someone. I dont exactly know what it is about, but if my suspicions are correct (and i think they are) it will be an extremely difficult conversation for me. It will be unbelievably hard for me to control my emotions - both anger and grief. i know it sounds like i'm being dramatic, and maybe i am, but the issue that i think will be talked about is something that has built up over a year. And i'm still not sure i'm ready to face it.

we'll see.

I'm just hoping and praying that it wont be a day that i wish i had not woken up for.
I want to be able to see the blessings amid the struggles.
I want open eyes, an open heart, and an open mind.